Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in The Broken Angel's LiveJournal:

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Sunday, November 15th, 2009
10:23 pm	(4 fallen angels | throw me the obvious)
Monday, September 28th, 2009
9:52 pm	I pretty much don't ever do this anymore, mostly because usually if I want to vent then I just get accused of being a whiner, complainer or told to just suck it up and deal with it. But you know what, I hardly ever complain to anyone about anything and I think I deserve to get a cross off my back once in awhile. I've felt very much by myself lately. And yes, I know I hang out with my friends decently often, but the thing is that when I do, I feel like a third wheel. Almost an outsider. Eric came over this weekend just to hang out, and that was really nice. Made me feel remembered and maybe even a little appreciated. Jamie and Shawn, my married friends from work, just randomly called me up about a month and a half ago and said that they were going to come over and watch a pre-season football game with me. They don't like football, not even remotely. I don't think they'll ever really understand how happy that made me in that someone was willing to do something they didn't really care for for a few hours just for me, especially when it was just to sit on a couch and watch tv. But yeah, with Katie, Tony, Steele, and Cheri, they have their own thing. I've always felt like they were very close friends, but for awhile I've felt on the outside. Almost like I'm not very needed anymore. Now, I'm not stupid, I know they don't hate me or anything, I just feel on the outside. Started with everything that happened about two and a half years ago, and it's been tough on me ever since. Oh yeah, you get over it with time and all, but there's always that little part of your heart that aches when you walk into to that room and pretend like nothing ever happened. And you know what, it takes a man to admit that and to keep doing it. I don't claim to be a great person. In fact, I'm probably mostly a dick, asshole, prick, etc. But you know what? I'm always there when anyone needs me. And I'll take a kick in the balls from you, let you bitch to me for a few hours, or stomach something you know I hate with every fiber of my being with a smiling face. Because that's what I do. I'm just there, even if nobody really cares. I'm posting this song because I'd like to be close to everyone again. That's what it means. I don't want to be vague or mysterious. Current Music: Adelita's Way - Closer to You (3 fallen angels | throw me the obvious)
Wednesday, September 9th, 2009
10:00 pm	How about ending "Fuck Jonathan Up the Ass Week?" Current Music: Skillet- A Little More (throw me the obvious)
Tuesday, July 14th, 2009
10:15 pm	It Won't Be Long.... (throw me the obvious)
Saturday, July 11th, 2009
3:36 pm	Because Cap is Fucking Back! (throw me the obvious)
Tuesday, June 30th, 2009
9:40 pm	(2 fallen angels | throw me the obvious)
Thursday, May 7th, 2009
10:30 pm	Yes, I did both the Ahnold and the zombie voices; as well as, some of the background effects. My friend Amanda had to make a sound effects audio file, what better than to have Arnold cooking breakfast and then suddenly get assaulted by a zombie?!?! Now apparently, Austrian Death Machine, the awesome Arnold band I referenced in my last entry, is holding a contest to see which fan can do the best Ahnold impression. The winner gets to be on their next album. Naturally I sent this in as an entry. Now the waiting begins..... (2 fallen angels | throw me the obvious)
Wednesday, April 22nd, 2009
9:58 pm	Just Brutal Yes, I own this cd. And yes, I ride around in my car rocking out to it. (3 fallen angels | throw me the obvious)
Monday, April 13th, 2009
9:42 pm	No better way to say fuck you Current Mood: angry Current Music: Killswitch Engage - This is Absolution (1 fallen angel | throw me the obvious)
Wednesday, April 8th, 2009
9:46 pm	I'm on a boat! Current Music: Tool - Sweat (throw me the obvious)
Wednesday, February 4th, 2009
10:18 pm	The Excitement Builds Sunday April 5th at the UNO Lakefront Arena Disturbed + Lacuna Coil + Killswitch Engage + Five Finger Death Punch + Chimaira WHO'S WITH ME!?!?!?! Current Music: Iron Maiden - Rime of the Ancient Mariner (6 fallen angels | throw me the obvious)
Monday, January 19th, 2009
10:12 pm	For Bros It is going to be...... Wait for it...... (1 fallen angel | throw me the obvious)
9:27 pm	You Are "enter" Some people might try to say you're impulsive and rash. You like to consider yourself decisive and committed instead. You don't have a lot of trouble making very final decisions. You trust your instincts, and you don't waver. You just go for it! What Keyboard Key Are You? (1 fallen angel | throw me the obvious)
Thursday, December 18th, 2008
9:21 pm	(2 fallen angels | throw me the obvious)
Friday, August 29th, 2008
10:03 pm	Damn hurricanes Depending on the track and intensity of the hurricane tomorrow, I will most probably evacuate to my parents' house in Baton Rouge. Just letting everyone know where I'll be. (throw me the obvious)
Tuesday, May 27th, 2008
9:50 pm	Current Mood: cynical Current Music: Bullet for My Valentine - Last to Know (throw me the obvious)
Tuesday, May 13th, 2008
9:24 pm	Awesome (throw me the obvious)
Wednesday, April 30th, 2008
10:19 pm	Social commentary I can't help but laugh and agree with (1 fallen angel | throw me the obvious)
Sunday, April 27th, 2008
10:06 am	(throw me the obvious)
Tuesday, April 22nd, 2008
10:51 pm	Check this song out http://youtube.com/watch?v=aOKqy_LsKM4&feature=related The video has absolutely nothing to do with the song for some reason. The song is on the second album of a four album concept piece that makes up a sci-fi epic. In this particular song the "good guy" is trying to recruit a mercenary ship captain, who is a sniper and who also for some reason likes to kill little white girls, to ben his team. Go figure. Current Music: Coheed and Cambria - A Favor House Atlantic (throw me the obvious)